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Tuesday, April 5, 2011

You are my Rock



This past Thursday when I was praying and singing to Abba He gifted me with a new song called, “You are my Rock.” This one was so sweet and soothing that flowed from above that it was like a healing balm to my soul. I can never take what He gives for granted, but I am in AWE and very thankful He would grace this vessel with the songs He gives when I least expect it. Abba always knows when to give me a song for what I am presently going through or just about ready to be thrust into. I couldn’t wait to sit down and record this one, but the circumstance was such that not only made it difficult, but a time where my heart was pained and grieving over a situation that happened the very next day.

We thought our dog of seven years bit Daniella’s young neighbor friend and were in much tears and beside ourselves with having to bring him to the shelter. Even though it is a no kill shelter, if a dogs bites someone they would send him to one that does put the dog down. Well the story and how everything played out is a very long and painful ordeal that I will not get into. What I will say is this. What was meant to be a disaster and painful loss turned out to be a blessing and miracle. We found out that our dog did not bite our neighbor who was teasing him in our home, but in fact was scratched on her cheek area by Bucks paw. Her mom insisted that we not bring our dog Buck to the shelter, but that we give him another chance. It’s times like these that can bring those of our neighbors closer together. The tears of joy over not losing a close family member at this time I will never forget.

Before I get back to the song I want to say that through all this I have been pondering much about what happened. What Father has been showing me is that we can NEVER take anything or anyone for granted in our lives. We are coming into a time where SO much has and will continue to dramatically change that can and will leave MANY of us not only disillusioned, but filled with much fear and hopelessness.

The only way any of us can survive what we are called to suffer for Him in this life is to trust Abba and His Sovereignty over everything that is happening to us and ALL those around us. Whether it be losing a loved one, a friend, where you live, those things in your life you hold dear and near to your heart. Whatever you have a hold of and or has a hold on you.

We are going to be shaken from everything that would bind us to this earth and our flesh. Those that are His of which we will NOT know till the end are going to be tried with fire, tested, revealed and made bare for who we really are and whose we are. What and who will sustain us through it all depends on who you put your complete trust in, where your faith and hope lies and who you serve and follow.

If it is Abba Father through His beloved Son when everything and everyone gets stripped and ripped away from your life, than He will NOT leave or forsake you, but will be with and in you till the very end. This is the victory that has overcome the world, even our faith. We shall not love our lives unto death. Blessed is the death of His saints. To live is Christ and to die is GAIN!

IF it’s a ministry, a “man or woman of God,” your tribe, your people, your religion, your dogma, your beliefs, your pride, ego and vanity, your loved ones, your friends and all the things you hold onto along with your very own life? You will be thrown into an endless abyss of despair, judgement, and Gods wrath that He will pour out on all the sons and daughters of disobedience.

Yes, we have heard that word change coming from the very mouth of our governmental leaders. Though they may be puppeted and controlled by the powers that be who are pulling the strings in this worldly beast system, ultimately ABBA FATHER GOD is in control! He is allowing everything we see being played out to bring about His judgement first to the apostate professing followers of Christ and a time of testing for those He has chosen as His Bride.

The judgement for those whose lips are near Him and yet whose very hearts are far from Him will be revealed for the tares they are. These many vessels of dishonor who have been among us since the beginning of time, will be the ones who will persecute and put to death those of us who have forsaken all for Yeshua Jesus. Those few followers who are being led to travel and be firmly fixed upon that long, hard and painful narrow road, which is the ONLY Way that leads to eternal Life in Christ Jesus our Lord.

The testing and fire that’s going to be turned up with great intensity is for the sole purpose of burning away all the spot, blemish, wrinkle, stench and rottenness of our flesh, the world, and every stronghold that has bound us throughout our lives. The "change" that is coming is what has been prophesied for thousands of years. It is a time of great sorrow and tribulation as we have never seen before. It will be so that if Abba had not shortened the days NONE of us would be saved!

Sobering thought, ey??? Think hard about that!! Don’t take it lightly!!! Ponder, pray earnestly, weep and repent concerning these things that are about to come with a vengeance upon the earth that you may be found worthy to endure and follow Him to the end. That you not perish along with many who will say on that day," Lord, Lord, have we not done ………. (fill in the blank) in Your Name? Do you want to take the risk of hearing Him say, "DEPART FROM ME, FOR I NEVER KNEW YOU! YOU WORKERS OF LAWLESSNESS!!!? If it is scarce for the righteous to be saved, what will become of those who do not believe?

Please forgive the lengthy diversion, but it’s not my call to stop what Abba wants these fingers to type. These are very serious soul searching come into His presence in repentance times, beloved. Let Abba do what it takes to deal with your rotten flesh which is self. All that caters to self in it’s various forms and tempting allures upon your daily life. Much of that allure and deception is coming right through the trance, trouble, traumatizing, teleporting you into the demonic dimension, hell of a tell `a’ vision we call tv.

It’s the beast SO MANY are worshiping and are being enterdetained by. It's lulling you all to sleep and catching you unaware of the reality that is beyond what you can see, hear, taste, touch and smell in the natural. Leading you away from Abba's abiding presence into utter chaos and destruction! We are called to look (sets our sights) on things (above where Christ is seated at the right hand of Abba Father) which are unseen, (faith is the assurance of things hoped for and the evidence of what we cannot see) not on the things that are seen. For what is seen is temporal, but what is unseen is eternal.

Now I will close out this blog with the words and music to the song, “You are my Rock.”

Your the Love of my life……. and the strength of my heart
Oh Lord, my God, my righteousness
You alone will I trust……. You make my heart to sing
Abba, Father, my everything

(Chorus)

Through all of my days, I will sing Your praise, Lord I fall on my knees. I'm begging You please. Put to death all my flesh, endure the trials and tests, it's in humility, You have called me to be / Oh Lord... My God....You are my Rock ~ Repeat/


In all of my ways,....... I'll acknowledge You Lord. My rest, my peace, my confidence

Take Your hot coals my Lord....cleanse these soulish lips. Godly, sorrow, repentance

(Chorus 2x's)